BoA!!! Keep your smile!!! :)

Love BoA... love this picture...

Playlist when I wanna feel down and sad

Here some track of my playlist when I wanna, remember, wanna feel down and sad...
Most from Asian songs, like mandarin, korean, japan, and Indonesia...

1. Jay Chou - Common Jasmine Orange
2.  F.I.R - Lydia
3. Jolin Tsai - Real Hurt
4. BoA - Song With No Name
5. BoA - Waiting
6. Do As Infinity - Yesterday & Today
7. YUI - Tokyo
8. YUI - Sea
9. YUI -Blue Wind
10. YUI - You
11. Tatsuya Ishii - River
12. Every Little Thing - Ai no Uta
13. Koda Kumi - Ai no Uta
14. Ayumi Hamasaki - Dearest
15. Inuyasha OST - Each and Every Feeling / Kagome to Inuyasha
16. Toshiru Masuda - Wind
17. No Regret Life - Nakushita Kotoba
18. Toshiru Masuba - Sadness and Sorrow
19. AZU - For You
20. Stephanie - Friends
21. Taisetsu na Koto wa Subete Kimi ga Oshiete Kureta OST - Prelude
22. Taisetsu na Koto wa Subete Kimi ga Oshiete Kureta OST - Tears
23. Ikimono Gakari - Sakura
24. Remioromen - Konayuki
25. Mai Hoshimura - Regret
26. Lee Sun Hee - Fox Rain
27. Seo Young Eun - Noon eh ggot (yuki no hana)
28. Park Hye Ri - To A Stranger
29. A&T - Gaseumi eotteokeh dwaennabwa
30. Jisun - Eotteokhajyo
31. f(x) Krystal & Luna - Calling Out
32. Yesung - It Has To Be You
33. Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye
34. Clazziquai - She Is
35. K.Will feat. Bi Rain - Ggoom (Dreams)
36. Kim Hyung Sup - I Love
37. K - Only Human
38. Sunny Hill - Pray
39. Yoon Gun - Saranghandamyon / If You Love Me
40. Kim Hee Sun feat. Yoon Gun - Myut bun eul he uh jyuh do
41. Sherina - Semoga Kau Datang
42. Sherina - Simfoni Hitam
43. D'Massiv - Di Antara Kalian
44. D'massiv - Cinta sampai disini
45. Geisha - Remuk Jantungku
46. Minoru -  Merindukanmu
47. Rio Febrian - Jenuh
48. Tangga - Ajariku Rahasiamu
49. Vierra - Seandainya
50. Viera - Perih
51. Terry - Harusnya Kau Pilih Aku
52. Winda - Kutemukan Penggantinya
53. Adele - Someone Like You
54. Katy Perry - It's Not Like A Movie
55. Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home
56. Avril Lavigne - Innocence
57. Avril Lavigne - Everybody's Hurt
58. Bruno Mars - Talking To The Moon
59. Christina Perri - Jar of Heart
60. Colbie Caillat - I Never Told You
61. Taylor Swift - Breath
62. Taylor Swift - You're not Sorry
63. David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You
64. Demi Lovato - Skyscraper
65. Lady Antebellum - Need You Now
66. Pink - Who Knew
67. Rihanna - Cry
68. Christina Aguilera - Hurt
69. Delta Goodrem - Not Me, Not I
70. Evanescence - My Immortal
71. Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You
72. Michael Buble - Home
73. Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate
74. Backstreet Boys - Happily Never After
75. Backstreet Boys - Incomplete

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Chapter 32 : Bokura ga Ita

Yano,
Where in Japan are you?
Where under this vast sky are you living?
What did you go through today?
Who did you talk to?
What did you eat?
What kind of places did you go to?
Today I am really dispiritted.
Because you didn’t keep our promise.
Because you didn’t say goodbye.
Am I still hung up on you?
Yano,
When was the last time you thought of me?

-Nanami Takahashi-

Chapter 50 : Bokura ga Ita

In my mind...
The memories of when I was 17 continue to play...
Yano in memory is still 17...
Why is it taht I don't know the 18th years old's Yano, The 19th years old's Yano...
All I know is Yano that I spent 2 and half years of my high school life with...
Yano is no longer the 17th years old's Yano.
And I hate to admit that Yano I knew no longer exists...
Only because it's my first time...
Just like this...
We spend time with each other.... While making memories...
However with Yano... It is impossible...
So our fate has been twisted...
I can throw away the past...
That's right...
The first person I made this request to can no longer take me...
Subconciously... I had been waiting for this moment.
D you hear me Yano ?
Where did you go today and what did you eat?
Whom did you speak with...
The person who has been supporting me...
If it weren't I'd still be crying...
It's because of him that I'm capable of standing...
Now I say my goodbye to the past...
I shall live with him... from this day forward...
So goodbye... My 17 years old Yano...

No. This isn't what I wanted to say...
The words that I said in the past are playing to me now...
Me right now and me at age 17... have not changed...
But after all the things that have happened...
I can not g back to the past...
But I swear Yano..
I will no longer cry... I will walk the path I choose...
Though I'm afraid of it, I can not hide anymore...
I will not cry anymore...
I will live my life happily...

- Nanami Takahashi -

Dissapear

Life is more than railways...

Years pass… People’s feeling change. Even Takeuchi does. Yes, during these five years I learned… That people’s feeling change. For me, the only thing that will always e the same, is the person. Who disappeared on the other side of the track.

- Nanami Takahashi-